Monday, September 17, 2007
I was feeling really slack these days... Waiting for army life to end... WAHAHAHAHA... Army is probably the only place that I will want to leave asap, and never to be back again... In fact, it made me dislike Singapore more and more... Thought army is supposed to make you more committed to Singapore? Probably applicable to those clerks and brain-washed officers only... Nvm, I am not a positive example of what the army is supposed to produce anw, coz, well, I think I probably think more than the amount the army intends me to think... Hahaha... Thought they wanted thinking soldiers? Or actually its thinking officers only? Or actually soldiers who think that they are required to think and that they are actually supposed to tell others that they think about thinking? Which leads to the problem of controlling those who really think and making them obey systems which are supposed to be devised after some considerable amount of thinking (or daydreaming), though I think they never even bother to daydream about it... I think am getting confused about thinking... What to do... Watching all my juniors heading for uni now and my batch mates going on to their second year... How I wish I am in a place that really requires some real thinking to be done... Now I can begin to appriciate the famous phrase: I think, therefore I am...