Sunday, May 13, 2007

I have been wondering what is meant by love and how to know if you are in love with someone... Is it like, you cannot live without that person, and you must think of that person everyday? How to know if you are really, treating the person as your good friend only, and only think of that person if you are feeling lonely and wanting to talk to someone? Well, I think if I can write these probably I am out of the whrilpool of love, for the time being... But I was really confused before, and I believe that I managed to confuse and convince myself for a long period that I was actually in love... Sounds like, OMG what a big fool... Haha... But I still dun know how does it feels like to be really in love... Need some practical lessons... LOL...

Friday, May 04, 2007

Went back on tuesday to visit RJCO and see my juniors... Felt so happy, talking crap with them, sharing army stories, suaning and disturbing them, playing bridge and chinese chess... They were great, and the songs they played were far more exciting than mine, at least everyone will agree they are better than 狮城送鬼... Anw, I was glad that i was not a complete stranger to the juniors, probably a good sign... But I believe that this will be the last time, for I can forsee that if I do pay another visit next year, pple will probably stare at me like, who is this guy huh? The new teacher-in-charge? Cannot be help lah... 人走茶凉是无法改变的定律... Just hope that I can still prolong my RJCO memories and that ten twenty thirty years down the road, I can still say, those were the days...