Sunday, May 07, 2006

I have been wondering whether my life is very empty, especially since entry into the army... Lack of many friends, lack of soul mate, lack of girls (sounds like I am very desperate but its true, life is not really complete without close friends from the opposite sex), lack of meaningful things to do... A mere phone call or sms from an old friend can make me excited for hours... Why is this happening??? Why do others get lots of phone calls at night while I have none... Sometimes weeks can go past before I get another sms even...

I have been wondering how it feels to be in love with someone else (not one-way crushes, but two-way relationships)... Will it really make you lose your senses, lose your cool, lose yourself? Hmmm... And my life seems be fixed to single status for the two years that I shall spend in army... How I envy those with a close girlfriend, but I can (till now) never muster the courage to ask anyone yet... And probably it will remain this way for quite long... Sad case... Haiz...