Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Was at CO practice tonight. The discipline was really. Its not that I am a busybody, but sometimes I really cannot stand people who are just not serious when they are supposed to be, people who insist on talking when someone is saying something that concerns the whole CO. I know that people dislike being controlled by others or ordered around, especially those from RJ. But sometimes discipline is necessary for a group to succeed. I don't like the idea of putting up a horrible concert, but I think if we continue to be so not serious, we will put up a terrible concert. This is seriously what I feel. I know that Alory is not very liked by many, but what he said tonight is at least true about 80% of the time. Some may think that our behaviour is not very bad actually, but really, sometimes I really cannot stand it. I know that I should not be bothering about this business, but there are times that I felt that sometimes somethings have to be said. What Alory said about our discipline was true. The concert is nine days away, and that's not a lot of time. Listening to practice today, I think people should really get out of the mood that we are really good, for we are not.

Maybe what I said just now may have made some people feel unhappy, but thats what I really felt. Really.