Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Feeling really sad now. CO only got gold in the SYF. Its not that gold is not good, just that we all believe that we should get gold with honors, and our seniors, our instructors and many other professionals. probably its just like what our conductor lao zhou said, its a gamble. You gamble that they will listen t your good points instead of your bad points. We gambled, and lost. Many of the CO members cried, especially the girls. Think the boys just don't want to let tears fall out of their eyes. Everyone was sad, and constantly blamed themselves for not playing well.

But I think that whatever we got, its over. We have done our best and have not let our conscious down. There are better things to look forward to, and the world is not coming to an end. We must still fulfill our duty as a student after we have fulfilled our duty as a RJCO menber.

It takes courage to accept failures, especially for those who have not tasted failure before.

Its the process that is the most important, not the final outcome.

Quoting our school motto, Auspicium Melioris Aevi.