Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Something is wrong some where... I can feel it... But what?
Monday, September 17, 2007
I was feeling really slack these days... Waiting for army life to end... WAHAHAHAHA... Army is probably the only place that I will want to leave asap, and never to be back again... In fact, it made me dislike Singapore more and more... Thought army is supposed to make you more committed to Singapore? Probably applicable to those clerks and brain-washed officers only... Nvm, I am not a positive example of what the army is supposed to produce anw, coz, well, I think I probably think more than the amount the army intends me to think... Hahaha... Thought they wanted thinking soldiers? Or actually its thinking officers only? Or actually soldiers who think that they are required to think and that they are actually supposed to tell others that they think about thinking? Which leads to the problem of controlling those who really think and making them obey systems which are supposed to be devised after some considerable amount of thinking (or daydreaming), though I think they never even bother to daydream about it... I think am getting confused about thinking... What to do... Watching all my juniors heading for uni now and my batch mates going on to their second year... How I wish I am in a place that really requires some real thinking to be done... Now I can begin to appriciate the famous phrase: I think, therefore I am...
Friday, August 31, 2007
ATEC over, ORD loh...
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Finally finished my driving course... Actually being able to drive is a great satisfaction, the feeling of being able to travel at speed (though only at 50km/h for now), the feeling of having the vehicle under your complete control is absolutely wonderful... I must admit the process is not very fun, especially if you are not able to learn it fast... The instructors are usually hot-tempered (coz their life is in your hands), and scold you for the slightest mistakes (coz its really dangerous)... Well, if my life were in the hands of some young rash teenager i would certainly be quite stressed...
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Ten sentences to ponder over1. There is no perfect other half, only two half perfect person
2. Give your heart, and you could be rewarded likewise, but do not be surprised to be betrayed
Keep your distance, and you could protect yourself, but do not be surprised to remain lonely
3. Usually those who bothered to stay to qurral with you are those who really love you
4. Sometimes its not the other party who does not care about you, but its you who are too concerned about him
5. Indifference is not heartlessness, but merely a tool of protection
6. If we have 1000 steps between us, you only have to take the first step, and I will make the remaining 999 steps
7. Those who are happy when you are sad are your enemies
Those who are happy when you are happy are your friends
Those who are sad when you are sad are those who should remain in your heart
8. Even in the middle of believe is a lie
9. The real good friend are not those who have endless things to talk about, but those who will not feel awkard even if there is nothing to talk about
10. Friends are those who like you even when they have seen through you
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Followed this series of questions that is supposed to lead you to decide whether you can be a model...1. Are you a girl? If no, go to next question...
Next question: Are you a guy? If no, go to answer A
Answer A: go for counselling
Friday, June 15, 2007
There are certain things that simply sux... Like, getting a slack job not by your own choice and get mocked at by others for that... Not as if I did all I could to get the slack job on purpose, but well, in a place where everyone seems to be working very hard, slacking is simply a crime. Probably I dun know how to complain, probably I dun want to kao bei about being tasked to do even the minimum, probably I am easier to push around... Of course, if I were in the shoes of others I will kao bei those slackers also, so I cannot blame those who is kao bei-ing... But thinking this way does not make one feel any better when he is the target of all the mocking and laughing and arrowing... And the worst thing is that there are similar slackers around who have absolutely no feeling for those who are working and want to slack even more... And worse still they are not getting arrowed... Why sia... I want to ORD, and say bye bye to the fucked up SAF.
